Sick

Im in a constant sickness. I can feel in it my stomach most of the day. I have a feeling that you are going to fall for someone, whether it be in Chicago or in LA. I feel father and farther from you. And I dont know what to do. I was honest about most things, but this on thing ruined that. I just cannot stop thinking that you will find someone else. And leave. I want whats best for you so if im not it, then that's how it is. Im not a bad guy. I just made a mistake.