The Problem with the world is that the intelligent people are full of doubts while the stupid ones are full of confidence. -Charles Bukowski

Livid

I cant stand myself. I messed up and I cant help but thinking that you are going to leave with someone who makes you feel good, and idk if there is anything i can do.

Guard

Sometimes it seems like youre on the verge of ending it. And it makes me wish that I didnt get so attached to someone. Ive never been this way and always kept up my guard, and then you came and i didnt care anymore but now im starting to wish i could.

Sick

Im in a constant sickness. I can feel in it my stomach most of the day. I have a feeling that you are going to fall for someone, whether it be in Chicago or in LA. I feel father and farther from you. And I dont know what to do. I was honest about most things, but this on thing ruined that. I just cannot stop thinking that you will find someone else. And leave. I want whats best for you so if im not it, then that's how it is. Im not a bad guy. I just made a mistake.